long time no post edy.... = =

that day just went to watch puppy love ice kacang.. quiet nice movie and song.. lol... i love that song very much.. very got feeling.. haha.. i still watched one movie called datenight.. nice to watch too.. many laugh screen.. and then last saturday is muet exam.. sucks.. cause cant listen any info bout the question for listening.. haiz.. left one month then mid-year exam edy.. i still not in study mood.. no motivation... anyway.. this saturday go sunway... yeah.. i wan go skating cause long time no go edy but they dun1 go... =.= nvm.. june holiday go.. hahaha...

try to make the theme song of puppy love ice kacang.. =D

my holiday n my skul day~

long time din open my blog edy.. today finally i remember i have a blog.. swt.. haha..one year just passed like that.. dec holiday that time i went to a trip---> trip to melaka, johor n singapore.. at the begining is want go A famosa but passes the junction to A Famosa so we just go melaka take some pic.. then straight to johor.. on the way to johor is a dangerous road cause whole road don't even have a petrol station.. haha.. 3 car almost reach johor that time 2 car no petrol 1 car still left little bit.. next time remember must refill full tank b4 go to johor.. lol~ 2nd day at johor, my uncle organise a buffet dinner.. although just little ppl attend but the most ppl we don't know them.. after finish dinner we went up my uncle hse play black jack but i just see din play.. haha.. that day morning we went to our singapore first station--woodlands... there just a shopping centre, actually is quiet boring bcus ntg to buy.. 2pm we rush back to johor, went back already 5pm me n my dad go help my aunt buy beer.. just we two ppl drive along the road that we don't know n finding our target--jusco.. luckily easy to find it.. haha.. 3rd day we went to bugis, raffles place, clarke quay,harbour front, n outram park.. that day is a tiring day, we almost 12am only reach home, waiting turn to take bath then sleep time(almost 2am).. the next day we wake at 7am(forced to wake), go take breakfast then start our trip.. we went to sentosa--a place similar to sunway lagoon.. we reach there almost 2pm, then me n my family go under world.. take a number of pic there n we watch sea lion show.. after that we go beach area just walk around.. then we went to somerset n orchard road.. there got a lot of decoration bout christmas a beautiful road.. we walk from somerset to orchard road n take some pic then we went to china town.. there just like a small china, a pretty 'history' town.. we just take some food to prevent hungry then went back to johor.. after reach johor we find n find place to eat our 'dinner' ( can said as our breakfast bcus that time already 12+am ).. after finding several place finally found a place to eat.. it is a tired day.. another day, my aunt they need going back to ipoh edy, just left my family still staying there.. after taking breakfast then we seperate.. me n my family go to bugis again bcus that day just pass by.. we walk n buy things eat, just one place n the last place in singapore we went.. the other day-wednesday we went back to my real hse at selangor.. lol~ that day is me first time drive high way speed up tp 110km/hrs.. fun driving but my leg tired.. haha.. cause cannot move my leg just let it put there.. pity my leg O.o drive to seremban change my sister drive ( my dad don't gif want but i said just let her drive one station ).. when my sister driving, we scare until don't even feel to sleep.. but our luck is we need wait very very long only got R&R, really a long long distance.. haha.. after having this experience, my parent don't let my sister drive high way.. after 6 o 7 hrs finally reach my lovely home.. yeah~ after taking bath then sleep cause few days no sleep tight.. christmas eve actually is went to genting count down but the time too late then no bus going up there so change plan.. go bukit tinggi with my sister n my sister's frens.. we watch 8pm de movie ( the treasure hunter ).. after movie go to phase1 de duno what cafe drink n talk.. at there also take pic with them, 1am+ only going back home sleep.. at the begining, friday actually is want going back to ipoh--my home town.. but due to certain reason we went to sunway pyramid.. that day is the most many ppl at pyramid that i have seen.. whole family going there, when reach there split into two groups.. that is me n my sister one group, my dad n mum one group.. after walking half day we just bought one shirt each.. haha.. when reach home, b4 open light.. my dad  is the 1st person step into my hse.. suprising my hse is flooding cause the aquarium broked.. whole family just doing cleaning stuft for few hrs.. even my laptop wire also kena water.. my heart pain luckily not my laptop kena.. saturday morning, my sister get injured.. she almost faint n me also the same.. akibat terkejut--faint.. lol.. after comfirm we 2 ppl ok edy then start our journey to ipoh.. me 2nd time drive along north-sourth high way but just a short distance ( 1 n a half hr ).. next day sunday of cus is family day n also shopping day.. haha.. went to kinta city jusco walk almost whole day cause whole ipoh just here got things to walk.. start from monday my sister went back to work, left me n my parents.. these few days just like day at kl - such a boring day.. friday is new year.. we jior our aunt go gai gai.. venue is the same--jusco.. swt.. that day i bought a ear ring although i din have ear hole but still can wear.. haha.. also the same spent whole at there.. saturday, my coursin brother coming back here.. 1pm+ we went to ipoh parade.. at there i bought some stationary n test pad.. spent almost RM25.. better don't open skul next time, ince skul reopen need spent many money.. =S then we go round n round to find a place call 362 to buy biscuit.. =.=lll saturday night we went to pasar malam.. start from that night i get fever.. non-stop high fever.. sunday go eat breakfast then go see doctor then come back to kl.. but those medicine seem like no use to me.. i continue to get high fever.. one day higher then one day.. monday i go back skul.. i get to know that start from next monday(11.01.10), skul will be dismiss at 3.30pm.. haiz.. stupid R&D make us need going back late n affect our tuition time.. on that week we dismiss at 2pm.. start from 2nd day then mc until this friday.. reason??? haha.. tuesday my body start to have 'red spot'.. after comfirm by doctor that is chicken pox.. wth.. skul once reopen then mc for 2 weeks.. haiz.. today almost ok edy but still need wait till next monday only can back to skul.. these 2 weeks boring.. cannot go out just can stay at home.. somemore cannot eat this cannot eat that.. hate it.. luckily just once in life.. next week is english week, monday need go earlier to do those stuft things.. start my busy year next week.. will be busy until th end of september o october?... whatever.. this year is the last year stay with my frens.. next year duno where would we be.. anywhere?? any place?? cherrish every moment in this skul with my frens.. miss my frens included my last year, secondary skul, primary skul frens.. last monday i get to know that my frens now at the same skul with my last standard 3 form teacher.. we contact each other within these year.. she asked me find one day meets all her 'student' together included me.. haha.. long time din see her edy.. i glade to know she married last year december with her boyfren... really feel happy for her.. wish her all the wish come true.. haha.. congratzzz hooi kim..
wow.. i wrote so many today.. haha.. anyway.. happy always

不安的感觉找上门来却不知道是为什么，只能反复听歌平静自己的心情。昨天电脑陪了我一整天，一直播放着同样的歌曲，不知道重播了多少回。今天应该也是和昨天一样在无聊中度过吧。=_=

连哭都是我的错-东来东往

分手到底是不是你要的结果


给不了我太多还不准我难过

不知道是为了什么

还要把你无力的爱 记得那么多

怎么放手

也许上天安排你 我擦身而过

我明白和你的爱不可能会有结果

你留下泛黄的承诺

要我抱着你的双手流着泪不准你走

说我贱我也无话可说

连哭都是我的错

在你面前还要我怎么做

我看见你们拥抱还一笑而过

沉默是我的错

连哭都是我的错

空房间独自等待着日落

爱没有进入身体已经太执着

爱你是我错 连结束也是我的错

最好的结局-黄毓敏

传闻你和他的相遇

听说是多么美丽

而我的存在是多余



*听得太多也累了

我们之间也完了

别再继续纠缠不清



我不能放弃自己去讨好你

那不是我自己

如果你爱她就别再错下去



我不像你想像中的那么脆弱

分手已成了定局

在他发现之前忘了你



Repeat *



就为了我的名誉

就为了你的秘密

就请别让她哭泣



我不能放弃自己去讨好你

那不是我自己

如果你爱她就别再错下去



我不像你想像中的那么脆弱

分手是我的决定

在他发现之前忘了你

分离已是最好的结局

梦想破碎~ haiz..

after sitting at home for so long i tot finally can going out tomoro but when end of today cuming my dad destroy my dream.. after hoping for so long finally got one chance can hang out with fren but now no more, no more.. anything can change before the things happen.. canot predict wat will happen next second.. just can enjoy this second before those things being destroyed.. this is the only way we can do..
tomorrow alone again.. such a boring day.. just left my computer accompany me tomorrow.. repeating those things i do for these few days.. facebook, msn, novel, listen music and drama.. everyday doing the same things until i have no mood to face it.. hope tomorrow my sdo can finish downloading and let me play new things.. if not i really 发霉 edy..
actually today moody after my dad tell me that canot go out tomorrow.. cause tomorrow activity cancel bcus of me.. just bcus of me cant attend she cancel it.. i really feel sorry to my frens that i jior them go.. especially they have another activities but i jior them they consider mine plan first and my buddy.. but i still can do wat?? nothing.. do nothing.. haiz.. this whole holiday canot hang out with frens anymore.. tomorrow is the last day that i'm free for whole day.. my holiday will just end like that..
tomorrow o suppose to say today nothing can be my breakfast.. lunch still deciding wanna go out eat or no nid eat at all.. dinner oso duno wat to eat.. haiz.. watever la later only decide..
i wan go out aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~ just can say for fun... T_T
* my sdo 98% edy.. yeah~ afternoon can play edy.. long time din touch edy.. this is the only happy thing today..
"happy always" if can..

SORRY!!!

should tell me earlier.. if i know earlier wont ask you all.. now i know it, next time wont call you all going out.. for sure cause dont want myself to get sad just because of these reasons.. i promise myself i wont let myself to cry anymore.. last night i already cry for whole night today will be the last day i crying for this.. if i let you all feel something bad in all case, i say sorry here.. really sorry especially those friends going sunway pyramid with me last time.. i also dont want get this results but its all my fault, i not suppose call you all out.. SORRY!! i wont organise anything anymore.. i dont want to feel guilty to anyone include myself.. and also i dont want to hurt myself anymore.. forgive me.. i now realise that i dont have even one friend that can let me talk with.. haiz.. this song suit me for now-'tired being sorry'.. next thursday dont know going or not.. if i dont go elaine will blame me.. if go i scare i need pretend happy whole day.. still thinking bout it.. maybe going or mayb not going.. should i go?? it is a good and hard question..